LAST YEARS LONG
ONE: Why Do You Gotta Be Like That?
You don't know how lucky you are to have me
I want to smack you, but you have no idea
I am so stressed and you just add to th load
Why do you gotta be like that?
I'm a horrible crack head in Honor'S Society?
I can't go to a dance because it's windy?
I can't be like my friends because you're a nun?
Why do you gotta be like that?
I threaten to kill myself and you threaten to "kick my butt"
I am nice as hell to you when on the inside I despise you
Something happy happens and you yell and take it away
Why do you gotta be like that?
Can I ever be good enough for you?
Will you ever be satisfied?
Are you ever gonna love me the way you should?
Why do you gotta be like that?
Don't you realize how mature I am?
Have you forgotten it's been 14 years since you gave me birth?
I'm not a little girl OR a happy one thanks to you
Why do you gotta be like that?
You have no idea what's happening in my life
If I told you I'd just get in trouble
Five of my friends have tried to kill themselves
The rest only dream about it all day
If I was any other kid I'd be giving you hell
I'd be sneaking out and doing things you'd hate
You're just lucky I'm me!
Why do you gotta be like that?
Why do you hate me so much?
I've been trying to please you my whole life
Now I've realized how futile my efforts are
Fuck it all, including you
Why'd you hafta be like that?